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Sun, 04 Sep 2005 02:30:24 GMT

new journal. even though i barely update this one, please add me to your list.

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Mon, 21 Mar 2005 19:49:54 GMT

TWO TOUGH QUESTIONS

Question 1:

If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?

Read the next question before looking at the answer for this one.

Question 2:

It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three leading candidates.

Candidate A -
Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologists.
He's had two Mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.

Candidate B -
He was kicked ou t of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.

Candidate C -
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.

Which of these candidates would be your Choice?

Decide first, no peeking, then scroll down for the answer.

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Candidate A: is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B: is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C: is Adolph Hitler.

And, by the way, the answer to the abortion question: If you said yes, you just killed Beethoven.

Pretty interesting isn't it? Makes a person think before judging someone.

Never be afraid to try something new.

Remember:
Amateurs built the Ark

Professionals built the Titanic

and in case you never saw this one..! ....

Can you imagine working for a company that has a little less than 500 employees and has the following statistics:

* 29 have been accused of spousal abuse
* 7 have been arrested for fraud
* 19 have been accused of writing bad checks
* 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses
* 3 have done time for assault
* 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit
* 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges
* 8 have been arrested for shoplifting
* 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits
* 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year

Can you guess which organization this is?

Give up yet?

It's the 435 members of the United States Congress. The same group of idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.

You gotta pass this on

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 00:32:45 GMT

You Know You Drink Too Much When...

Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream.

The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.

The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar

When you go to donate blood and they ask what proof?

You think the Four Basic Food Groups are Caffeine, Nicotine, Alcohol, and Hotties.

You have a "happy hour" at home

When you are sober, people ask you what's wrong?

You spend all night making a board game called Alcohol Land

Although you drove home the other night you can't remember how you got home or where you parked your car

"Hi ocifer. I'm not under the affluence of incohol."

Your favorite drink is ethanol.

"Why does everybody think I have a prinking droblem?! - I don't have a prinking droblem!"

"I don't have a drinking prob..pleb..prub.. *hic* Pash me another, tarbender."

You can spend a whole night holding up walls to prevent their (your) collapse.

You instinctively know where the alcohol is in a store you've never been in before

Clubs raise their drink prices because you haven't attended in a while

You think beer and ramen make a good breakfast

You frequently urinate outdoors.

When you first wake up and you're afraid you're gonna die and a half-hour later you're afraid you won't.

You fall asleep taking a dump.

You believe that spilling a beer is alcohol abuse.

You go to the john to hurl, but you take your beer with you.

You find it's easier to study drunk.

You're on a first name basis at the detoxification center.

Beer ads make sense.

You wake up to the sound of your dog drinking out of the toilet and you're so dry that it sounds mighty thirst quenching.

You wake the next morning and start drinking a few of the half empties left sitting around the room.

The space on your driver's license that tells your eye color reads "bloodshot".

You fall down a flight of steps and DON'T spill a drop of your beer.

You mix your cocktails by the litre.

You grow a beard because it stops beer that's running down your chin.

You put off urinating in hopes of reaching that near orgasmic Zen-like piss.

When the bottle says 20 standard drinks but you only get 5.

You spell Alcohol with a capital letter out of respect

You lose arguments with inanimate objects.

You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth

Your career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusettes.

24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not!

Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem!

"Norm!" is what they say when you enter the bar.

You can focus better with one eye closed

The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar

You fall off the floor.

You discover in the morning that liquid cleaning supplies have mysteriously disappeared.

Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!

Beer: it's not just for breakfast anymore.

The glass keeps missing your mouth.

Vampires get woozy after bitting you.

At AA meeting you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..."

Your idea of cutting back is less seltzer.

You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep clothed. - hmm.

Every night you're beginning to find your roomate's cat more and more attractive.

If you're on a diet, you cut back your food calories to allow for alcohol calories.

"Take me drunk, I'm home!"

You wake up naked lying in the corner of a bus depot.

You drink to get over a hangover.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who drink too much.

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Sat, 27 Nov 2004 20:24:56 GMT

yey for being at radio shack!@

I Sure Could Use A Break From This Bullshit 3 Ring Circus Sideshow....

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 22:15:07 GMT

Well, I had a lovely chat with Tara today. Ew lies bother me. And then had a lovely fight with my father because I asked him to take me to Chelseys baby shower tomorrow, even though I never ask him for anything ESPECIALLY rides, and so apparently Im selfish by doing so. Ugh. SO sick of the people in my life. Yey for almost being in tears cuz everyone SUCKS and seem to want to take all their anger out on me EVERY FUCKIN DAY OF MY GOD DAMN SHITTY ASS LIFE. Whee. I shall listen to music, now. Oh wait no now he demands the computer even tho Im on it Bye!

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 01:49:10 GMT

Blah with the blah. Today was icky, and murky. Ew. Skool was boring as usual. Went and got a pregnancy test, hair spray, and eyeliner (not fer me). Then went to skool and played cards with Summer! Yey. Played air hockey with Jason, which was terrifying cuz he hurt me with the puck like 7 times! and had stupid classes. Then came home, did nothing. And now here I am because I suck and there is nothing beter to do and I never have anything to write about.
Yey for Chelseys baby shower being Saturday! Im excited. Not only do I get to see Chelsey and Bayleigh, but I get to see Dayle and Eva! yay! Im making Summer come with me and we're going to go shoping.
I wanted to go to the mall tomorrow but it seems that Tara has made plans yet again after I asked her to do something. Blah. *shakes head*
Anyway Im off to do the same thing I do every night. Which is be depressed. Honestly I think its getting harder everyday instead of easier. But at least I heard HIS friends talking bad about HER. probably only like 2 people know what or who Im talking about :p Byeeeeeeeee!

PS: yay for Brett being online lately! Hes so nice to talk to :) yey for Brett!

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 21:16:58 GMT


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Thu, 25 Nov 2004 01:46:08 GMT

So yah today was cool. Had the day off of skool! Woke up at like 10:00 (so early for me!) Went to Taras at like.... 12:30ish? Hung out with her. Ate lunch. She dyed my hair and I insisted on reading to her. It was an adventure to rinse my hair! Good thing I was wearing Shorts AND pants! She got dye all over me (ick!) and Ive fallen in love with this crap that makes your hair soft! Oh and Matt finished my icon (check icon out) I played Resident Evil: Nemises at Taras house. Twas fun!.
Anyway now Im listening to depressing music and probably will end up going to bed crying but over all today was a pretty good day!

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 03:35:19 GMT

Hey so yeah, today was uber boring. I went over and got hair dye during spare, and me and Summer got a Bakery Sandwich (YUMMY!) Anyway yah then we went back to skool and played cards, I went to the stupid classes I had and such... then came home and ate a bun thing and went to sleep cuz I was exhausted. I woke up and felt weak and very sick so I layed on the couch, then I got up the energy to move and got something to eat. I burnt my hand on the oven and my mouth on the food. Then I read some and now Im listening to music and talking to Dayle and Tara. Yay. Tomorrow Im dying my hair YAY! and Dayle played Wheel Of Fortune with me and so did Adam! Anyone who doesnt know who Adam is, I knew him when I was little, and when I lived in lawerencetown. His grandparents lived across the road from me and we used to hang out when we were little! YAY. Anyway he randomly added me to MYSPACE.COM one day and I was like "omg I havent talked to you in forever" So now I talk to him :D

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 16:20:02 GMT

Well okay last night Jay and Beth randomly showed up at my house and I went to the hockey game with them, twas fun, saw Devrie and sat by her, sharing her blanket, And I saw Jen and Venny and Tom, which was cool! I made Vennessa do her Zena call and everyone looked at her lol. Devrie kept shouting things out like "west kings likes it up the ass!" and then she yelled "Brian fuck me with your 9 and 1.2 inch penis!" it was soooooo funny me and Jen cracked up and could not stop laughing, then me and Beth and JD went out during the 3rd period break to go smoke a joint which was fun. It was sooo cold tho! I elbowed some girl in the head... anyway so I came home and ate alot. Craved chocolate and now I am getting my hair dyed by Tara as I write this HI TARA! Anyway Im off to play wheel of fortune!!!!!!! Weeeeeeeeee

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 22:07:56 GMT

x's = things i've ( D O N E ! )

( x ) been drunk
( x ) been high
( x ) given someone an orgasm
( x ) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( x ) kissed a member of the same sex
( x ) been on a plane
( x ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( - ) thrown up in a bar bathroom
( - ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( - ) eaten Sushi
( x ) been snowboarding
( - ) met someone in person from the internet
( - ) cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse
( - ) Been moshing at a concert
( - ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( x ) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself (Kinda... in my bathing suit?)
( - ) been in an abusive relationship
( - ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( - ) lost a child
( - ) gone to college
( - ) graduated college
( - ) been kicked out of your parent's house
( x ) tried killing yourself
( x ) taken painkillers for fun
( x ) intentionally burned yourself
( x ) love someone or miss someone right now
( x ) had sex after meeting someone for the first time
( - ) seen someone naked without them knowing
( x ) eaten something AFTER the 5 second rule
( - ) had surgery
( - ) broken a bone
( - ) broken someone else's bone
( x ) been completely naked in front of another person
( - ) been walked in on while masturbating

( A ) age: 16
( B ) band currently listening to: Nothing
( C ) career of the future: psychologist
( D ) dad's name: Lennard Robert Sheehan
( E ) easiest person to talk to: Dayle, Tanya, Summer, Matt
( F ) favorite song at the moment: *shrug*
( G ) gummy bears or gummy worms: BEARS
( H ) hometown: Wilmot, Nova Scotia
( I ) instrument: Guitar
( J ) job title: Student
( K ) kids: 0
( L ) last person you talked to on phone: Oh god.... I dunno... Beth maybe?
( M ) mom's name: Linda Mary Sheehan (soon to be Morse again)
( N ) number of siblings: 0
( O ) oldest sibling: 0
( P ) phobia[s] / fear[s]: Feet, White Vans, Getting hurt, trust.
( Q ) quote: "Lifes a bitch and then you die so fuck the world and lets get high"
( R ) reason to smile: Good friends?... Cheese.
( S ) song you sang last: turn the page - metallica
( T ) time you wake up: 7:25am weekdays, who the hell knows on weekends.
( U ) unknown fact about me: No one. There is always someone who knows everything about me, and if not everything, some other person knows it.
( V ) vegetable you hate: Beans
( W ) worst habit: Being lazy
( X ) x-rays: Yeah huh, fractered my foot in 3 places.
( Y ) yummy food: CHEESE SLICES
( Z ) zodiac sign: Taurus

Anyway yeah I think Cory stole my cd. I fell down the stairs. Dayle is making me a new layout. Diet is going good. About to do situps.

*Completed Day*

Blah

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 01:50:52 GMT

Saturday: Sat around, rented: Monster, Shrek 2, Twisted, and Mona Lisa Smile. Watched those all night.

Sunday: Slept in and woke up to find the power OFF. Went to Taras and made her find and play board games with me and eat stew and read. Stayed the night there cuz power STILL didnt come on. So I stayed the night

Monday: No skool. No power. Read with Tara and played board games. Came home cuz power came on at 2, went back to Taras and watched Pirates Of The Carabeian. Then home and yay power is STILL on!

Getting fustrated with EVERYONE. Supposed to be going to the gym, only no one to go to the gym with. Fustrated about everything else!

Dream: Last night I dreamt that there was a huge ball like thing (dance) at our skool, I went over to the doors by the band room/gym and saw Tara and ran into Cory cuz he walked around the corner. Me, Cory and Tara went in, and I decided to change so I went to the locker rooms and put on a really pretty dress. (The gym was HUGE) In the middle of the gym there was a platform and when I came out I got called up because Tanya had sent in a letter and nominated me for a prize. I won and had to draw something on another girls hand so she could win something. I came back down and they announced that they were having a contes for latin dancing, Cory grabbed me and we started latin dancing and we both KNEW HOW. it was soooo creepy.

Chelsey & Her Baby!

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 23:41:14 GMT

So I went with Sarah to see Chelsey today! This is how the last two days have been:

Thursday: Extremely boring day, until I randomly got a visit from my cousin who I havent seen since the summer (Sarah Getchell) Then we went out and stopped by Chelseys house, saw baby pictures of when she was born, and what the baby had. Then to Macdonalds, visited Rug. Got the update on Gord. Stayed there till 12ish, came home went to bed.

Friday: Went to skool, had spare first, worked on my independant study, saw Jay. Went to Can His. Passed in my independant study. Worked. Went to lunch then Sarah came to pick me up, we wandered around and talked to people around the skool, I got stuck in my coat. Then me and Sarah went to my house to pick up money, this crazy old lady that lives above us yelled at her, then to Wilmot Frenchys to buy baby clothes, but they didnt have much so we went to Colbrook Frenchys which turns out to be THE BEST PLACE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD! (Matt we gotta go there!) Then to SUBWAY. and the doller store... we bought the BIGEST bag there was there, and and filled it with baby clothes, then went to see her! she looks so good! Shes soooo happy and the baby is gorgeous, I really hope she liked the things we bought for her! We stayed for like 3 hours then I came home... Im really hungry, I havent eat anything at all today, except for a few bites of Sarahs wrap. Anyway g2g, <3 Oy with the poodles already! <3

PS: Chelseys baby shower is the last saturday in November!

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 12:12:55 GMT

Im thinking about changing my account to friends only. Ill let you know in time.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 18:31:09 GMT

Muahaha Matt invades Tara's journal! Tara's colour bar thingy!

Tara is falling down drunk love

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<*a href="http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/history2u69">Tara is falling down drunk love<*/a*><*/center*>

Take the astericks out of the code and post it on your journal and user info! <3 you Tara!

(S O) (F U C K I N) (F A T)

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 00:15:01 GMT

Okay so I took the shit about Cory out because people actually care what I say here. Anyone on this account AND Greatest Journal, CAN still read them, the original is still there, because people on that account dont care what I say or agree with me at times. <3 Oy With The Poodles Already <3

And my phone is disconnected. The one time I needed it to call someone, the phone is fuckin disconnected! UGH! I got mad at Summer yesterday, she's my best friend, and I have never been angry at her, but yesterday I got angry, and I dont even know why exactly. I mean she didnt wanna come to the gym with me, but I shouldnt have gotten as mad as I did with her.

Anyway Dad's paying for me to go to the gym 3 days a week now during spare, because the doctor told me Im overweight for my age, and that I should diet and work out. So thats whats happening. It sux. No one lets me eat anything anymore. They all fuckin think it, and I know it... but I mean I dont weigh THAT much. Its alot, but not as much as some people. So today I went to the gym, Megan came with me, we worked out for like an hour and headed back to the skool for lunch. It was fun, I actually found it relaxing to forget everything that was bothering me, and just work on my shape. Maybe this is a start to a new beginning. :)

I bought a guitar. From Chris Long for 130$. I dont know how to read guitar tabs, or play cords. But I have a guitar. I can play the beginning of 3 songs now. Which I considered pretty good considering the reading tabs factor. Beth is gunna come over tonight to help me with it. Hopefully I wont threaten to throw the guitar at her head like I did to Brian... Man I wish I had thrown the guitar at him!

So yeah me and Dorinda now have this theory about guys. Its really long, but its a way to look at their stomachs and NOT be noticeable about it... even if theyre wearing a shirt! We have been trying this out and it seems to be working well... Alot more people have started talking to me, ones I never thought would... I dont know maybe I dont need all those people that I had made friends with before, maybe these ones are nicer and more promising as friends.

I miss Dayle :( I never get to see her anymore. I used to see her quite frequently cuz I was always at the Stronachs with Cory... but now I have only seen her once lately... and I called her once... Ugh. I dunno I feel so bad, cuz she was only trying to help with the Cory issue, and I wouldnt accept it.... I heard her advice... its just that I have tried to use it all before... its so hard and I dont see why it should be! Im sorry Dayle :( thanx for listening tho.

Anyway Im off. <3 Tara

PS. I have come to the conclusion that I Tara Dawn Sheehan, am once again depressed. Not nearly as bad as last time... no cutting or anything... just depressed... all the time... everywhere. Ugh. Ill somehow make it. Maybe when I leave this place... hopefully go to SMU.... (Hey Dayle we should room together! mwahahaha {or Matt!})

Randomness

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 12:28:52 GMT

LMAO.

F.I.N.E : Frightened. Insecure. Neurotic. Emotional.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 04:56:30 GMT

Man Im so tired but I so cant sleep. I know this is gunna sound retarded but I cant turn off my brain! It just keeps thinkin about things that should never be thought about (Cory) and all the other times spent with the thing that should not be thought about.... UGHHHHHHH its 1230 and usually Im in bed at like 10. Im gunna die tomorrow. And I have to get a needle. Grrith. This so sucks. Im gunna come home and sleep. Oh and Im also now on a diet. I tried on all my pants today (the ones I havent worn for a while...) and they wouldnt even fit over my hips. I gained 20 pounds and everyone says I just need to exercise but... I dunno I do eat an awful lot. Ugh so yes now my life shall consist of dieting and exercising and NOT THINKING ABOUT CORY. Everyday I go to skool and plant a smile on my face like nothings wrong... but something always is... even if I tell everyone Im fine... I never am... at least not the normal definition of fine... Maybe I am depressed like everyone tells me... What else could I be... I dont know anymore. Cory took my quiz and got every question wrong. But somehow I think he meant to do that... I dont even know why he bothered to take it... ugh. So as you can tell I only really update when I have something to complain about or just need to vent.
So heres something about my weekend:

Went to Taras Friday ... first to macdonalds with Dorinda.... almost died... then she dropped me off at Taras on the way to dance class. Then when I got there Megan and Stan showed up, then Beth, then Matt. Then we watched The First Daughter. And Saw. Saw was the scariest fuckin movie I have ever seen in my entire life. Then Tara said I could spend the night instead of walking home in the dark... but yeah for some reason I wanted to go home... So I ran the whole way. Came home came online and went to bed.
Saturday: Got a call from Mother that woke me up (fucker) Telling me that I would probably be brought in for questioning because her and her fuckin retarded boyfriend think that I smashed out their tale light. (I didnt) but theyre retarded. Then got picked up by Matt and Tara, went to the mall... Went to Wilmot Frenchys first... got lots of shit. Then to the Mall and to walk around and go to Frenchys and Subway :) yum yum ... Then Rhodey showed up in Frenchys.... which was cool cuz I havent seen him in forever! Then back to Taras around 6ish, to watch movies... (Bring It On Again, Darkness Falls, What A Girl Wants, Peter Pan) Then went to sleep.
Sunday: Woke up, played a couple games of cards, stole some of Taras books *grins* then walked home and read and did my CLM PAL project... Ian wanted to do something with me today but I had the fuckin project due so I couldnt cuz I didnt know how long it would take! Ugh I wanted to hang out with him, havent seen him in forever now hes in college! Anyway sat around and watched tv. Cleaned out dresser... 2 garbage bags of clothes left my life today... Then tried to sleep. and now Im here.

Oh also saw Jenn in the mall! Havent seen her since the summer, twas good! ... And Brett was down but he was at Scotts party... so I didnt get to see him :'( I suppose I will eventually.

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 20:22:19 GMT

51p YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet + Street you live on)

Cassie Pit Road

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfather's first name)

Gummi Ronald

YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant)

Adapter Subway

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot)

Nutmeg Halifax

SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied)

Pumpkin Butt Wilmot

FLY GIRL ALIAS: (aka J.Lo) - (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name)

TShe

ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen)

Subway Milk

DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School)

Crocodile MRHS

BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink)

Munchies Vodka

SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived)

Dawn Elm Street

ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician)

Gummi Bears Marilyn Manson

LOVER ALIAS: (Favorite Baked Good + Last Bf/Gf Last Name)

Cookies Cory

So heres what is happening recently even tho I am cureently very bored and decided to fill out this thing that i found on Liz's live journal. So yeah. People piss me off. I know I talk about this alot, but its basically all I use it for because if I actually tell people the truth then they get pretty angry with me... At the moment I am currently fighting with alot of people. Brian seemed to want to cause even more hell in my life so he decided he would call me fat and say a whole bunch of shit, then PRINT it out and bring it to skool to show everyone so they could laugh. Then I got mad at Amanda. Because she told me that im depressed. And Im so fuckin sick of people saying that. Im not fuckin depressed Im angry. Which apparently is the same thing. But its not. Really. Im only angry because everyday someone feels the need to do something to piss me off more than the next day. There are actually times when Im happy. People know that. Theyre just retarded. Oh look at that. I was JUST uninvited to Scotts party, cuz poor Brian doesnt want me there. Fuck them I dont need them. I can stay home... Ill be happy... Ill sleep... Or something... Screw you all. Anyway.... Yeah I got a 100 on my sociology test that I studied my ass off for... ummm.... I went to the mall.... went to frenchys... um... havent done anything else... My life sux. On the other hand me and Kayla are talking again. I suppose this is a good thing, but Im not entirely sure. Its only good because I would like to think of myself as more mature than to hold a grudge or ignore all the people I dislike. Fuck. Half of the people who hate me or I hate (by hate I mean dislike) I wouldnt mind being not a bitch to. It just so happens the world ISNT like that. Anyway Im off to watch the rest of my movie, and eat SUBWAY. Woot.
Ooooo.... Brett just came online :)

Vent.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 21:03:41 GMT

mood: angry
So wtf is going on with this fuckin day?!?!? At lunch today me and Dorinda were sitting on the couches in the cafeteria talking and the principal came over and told her to put on a sweater, because she was wearing a tank top, I asked her why we werent allowed to wear tank tops and she told me to stay out of it, I told her I wasnt going to stay out of it because she has told me it before too, and I wear them. So she told me the school board is responsible and she just passes on the message, so I gave Dorinda my sweater but then Dorinda was going up to her locker and took off her sweater to give back to me, so the principal stared at her big time and Dorinda went to her next class... but the principal FOLLOWED her. She put on her sweater and went to class as usual. Only when she got to class it was uber hot and she took it off (I had been in that class earlier that day and its true it was very hot.) So the principal called her rents! She told them that Dorinda would be suspended if they didnt enforce some kind of parental control over her! :@ So now shes grounded and then the principal pulled Dorinda out of class and told her that she was the only person in the skool that wore tank tops and that she was easily picked out in the croud and that she could tell what she was always wearing! (because Dorinda is malasion) UGHHHH! Shes so racist. So Dorindas parents wont listen to her, and they think that SHE is lying and now they wont talk to her because she caused "greif" to the family.

that was only one problem.

Then. I asked Tara what she was doing after her docs apointment today and she told me that she is hanging out with megan and watching movies, after I already asked her a dozen times to hang out and she said some shit like she would probably be too tired for it! That pissed me off, and the fact that me and Matt always ask her to hang out and watch movies BUT then I found out that Matt was meeting Tara in Gwood and going to watch movies with them too. So yeah like does she have something against me or something? I mean JESUS CHRIST!

Problem # 3 (Isnt my day just fantastic?)

Brians Screen Name: "Not A Good Day"
Me: "Yeah it is a bad day for everyone"
Brian: "Wow"
Me: "Wow???"
Brian: "i dont know i just figured whatever you wrote wasnt important in anyway shape or form and that by putting and obviously sarcastic comment you may stop talking, it didnt work but then again i didnt expect it to"
Me: "ok you can go fuck yourself now considering i didnt do shit to you and you take out all your fuckin bichyness on me and i thought that maybe for one second that you were different from the rest but you arent youre just as good as them"

So yeah Im pissed at him and his pathetic problems which is usually just the fact that he doesnt have any pot for after skool. Screw actually wanting to be friends with him, or trying so hard for him to see that:@ ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Problem # 4 (yes they just keep comming)

Dad got home today. There is no food. Im hungry. Dad yelled at me for eating all the food even tho he bought groceries two fuckin weeks ago. I have no money to go to a party and get drunk this weekend (which is at Scotts) and guess who will be there? BRIAN. ugh this hell just never stops comming!

So if anyone wants to hang out this weekend, and you know that I dont want you dead. Give me a call or message, or reply! (825-3551)

PS. Happy Birthday Dayley!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do it.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 20:14:31 GMT

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Party/weekend

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 16:46:49 GMT

Friday: I came home, had a nap for like 3 hours cuz I felt sick... then Matt came over at like 9ish... we stayed up and watched Gilmore Girls. And other shows... Beth and JD came and stopped by after they had stopped at Corys party... Jay drove us to Needs to get Jello.

Saturday: Me and Matt woke up, had showers, JD came and took us to the mall to get shooter cups... me and Matt were both very surprised at how many people are at the mall early... Then we came back and Melinda came over, we played cards and cleaned the house... JD and Beth came back and helped us make Jello Shooters... (92 of them) They were set into the fridge. Then JD and Beth went to Humbers mothers house, and to the Haunted House at the skool. Then JD came back and made me go to the neighbors houses and tell them that we were having some people over and if we got too noisy for them to call us... I did NOT want to do this... Then people started showing up at like 7ish... JD, Beth, Justin and Ryan all showed up, that was when we decided to take our jello shooters, which refused to come out of the little plastic cups... Then we were all getting buzzed and I decided to change my shirt... Melinda, Philip and Matt all went to Needs to get smokes... (Oh yeah Philip showed up sometime during the period we were sober)... Then Brian, Scott, Manda, and Mark all showed up... Scott was feeding me Jack Daniels... Brian was a dick as usual... And then they started throwing stuff... and crushing the plastic cups... Ugh that was such a mess.... So I called Dayle (Sorry Dayle!) It took me forever because for some reason I thought that her number started with a 5... (Well, Tommys number) But it doesnt ... it starts with a 3... so yeah I was talking to her and told her all about how theyre being stupid, and that I wanted her to come here... And I told her Tanya needed to talk to her (Sorry sorry) So I got off the phone so Tanya could talk to her. Then Melinda threw up like 6 times... and she was laying in the bedroom feeling all pukey... Philip was with her... then Brian, Scott, Manda and Mark all left... And Devrie, Brenna and Becky showed up... I barely remember at this point... but I went to check on Melinda and while I was in there they left... So me and Melinda went in my room and were talking... and ended up falling asleep.

Sunday: Woke up at 3 this morning... me and Melinda were soooo thirsty... We thought it was 4 because we didnt know that time went back... Then we woke up at like 930, or so we thought, it was actually only 830 :@ Then JD and Ryan and Justin left... and Beth Melinda and Matt played cards while I cleaned.. Then Beth and Matt left at almost exactly the same time... Then Melinda & me played cards... Then she left at 1130... now its an hour later and all Ive been doing is cleaning and laundry *sigh* I wanna go trick or treating tonight but no one will go with me and Matt has to do his English essay!

Anyway Im off... If anyone wants to go trick or treating, call me! (825-3551)

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:59:59 GMT

So yeah today was grad dress up day, and everyone looked so cool. A few ppl didnt get into the mood of halloween and didnt dress up, but oh well. Cory made another mask, which looked cool with his pin striped suit (In love with the pin striped suit!), Beth was cool with her devil outfit! There was ALOT of french maids... Ashleyg was a slice of watermellon... LOL... Kaylyn was a witch, Tara a Princess thing. Liz, a Harry Potter person, Brenna was a hippy? Jana was a cow. Some people had really cool costumes like Big Bird, or something really orgininal... Next year I wanna be a Salsa Dancer! ... Blah I almost got caught for skipping today. Going to Frenchys with Matt & Tara tonight, and definitly cant wait until Saturday.... I accidently invited like 31 people to my party... but oh well.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 01:37:53 GMT

Okay updating time.

Friends: Still have the same ones I suppose, having a party this Saturday, hope people come, but not too many..... Rhodey is comming up from Bridgewater, Brian still isnt really talking to me, even tho I know hes online. I said hi to him in skool, and he didnt say anything... *sigh* I dont know what I did, I think Im giving up on trying to decide what I did. Man I need to get laid... Tomorrow Im giving a picture to Tommy to give to Dayle. Dayle if you're reading this, I wrote on the back for you. Me, matt and Tara went to Greenwood today, Matt got his lip peirced, me and Tara went to Dollerama, and I bought fishnets for Halloween, and for any other occasions that they might be needed in. Tanya I still say you're beautiful. :p Mandys an ugly fat bitch.

Family: My family is incredibly stupid. My mother has decided to quit her job, because her boyfriend got a new job, and he is now long distance trucking from like 5 - 8 days a week. So she has decided to go with him. If you knew anything about my family you would know this is a stupid idea, because the guy is a complete ass and controls her, and it is the reason that I moved out in the first place. Because he hits her, and oh sure she says hes "changed" but bullshit, people like that dont change. Ugh! Stupidity. Oh yeah and my Father has left for 10 days, so Im home alone to fend for myself... Ugh... Cooking is harder than it should be...

Skool: Skool sux, people at skool suck. The cd player in the cafiteria is broken so now there is no music to listen to which makes spare very very long. Sociology is well... soci... Its boring but interesting at the same time... I usually amuse myself by coloring in the books, or writing notes to Summer. Can Hist is very boring, lately all we have been doing is working in the compy lab. Ellen and me are gunna skip one of these days. And CLM PAL sux. As always. We went to the fitness centre today, adn I cant do a chin up... actually I have to jump to reach the chin up bar.... Oh yeah and I thought I would be able to take off my sweater while walking on the tread mil.... WRONG. NEVER STOP WALKING ON A MOVING TREDMIL. lol it was almost bad.

Other Shit: LIFE FUCKIN SUX. I know what you mean Tanya... I just want to be beautiful too.......